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Angel of My life…

This is my first time I am writing something that’s really on my mind now… Actually I have no clue why, but my hands aren’t listening to me, perhaps am writing because I don’t know what else I can do…

 

I lost my angel. My guardian angel. Dearest one. I don’t know how to continue my life without him. I woke up today with a wish that everything I was told yesterday, would come up to be a dream. But my wish still remained a wish. What should I do now? Sit around like nothing has happened? I can’t. A part of my life, a big one, disappeared. He just went. But I know he’s there, up in heaven, watching at me and his family. I know he went just because God needed some help and he wanted the best person in the world to be with him. Saying the best I mean it. People who didn’t know him, won’t understand, but those who did will agree with me that he was/is/will be the BEST in the Galaxy. The most loyal, understanding, clever, angelic and somehow even holy for me. A person that would always say you to live a happy life. Who would be able to make you happy. This person made me. I am thankful to him. I am so proud of him. I always was. I will try to do everything I can just to make him proud of me, to be atleast somehow like him and to live a life he wanted me to live. I can actually talk about him for hours, days and weeks but I will just say I know he’s up in heaven and here in my heart. He always was and will always be there. I am going to miss you Bobojon. I love you more than anyone ever could. 

 

Grand Daughter, Malika